It’s like girls want to get hurt. We know it’s wrong but we do it anyways. We have too much hope that we are the exception, when in reality we are like every other.

I haven’t posted in a while, but

I need to vent. People try to catch up and hang our with me but I always find an excuse to not hang out. Friends I have t seen in over 4 years, I’m afraid they will not like me anymore because I look different. And “friends” now, I’m afraid they will get tired or bored of me. Call me anti-social, but anxiety and insecurities are the blame. I can’t help but avoid and be paranoid of being written off.

I realize that life is hard, its just a matter of who is there to help you when you need it.